toothache. argh. ache.

2004-05-27T01:56:00.000+08:00

Okay. New blog launched at www.dokebi-horn.blogspot.com hit the link and add the blog to your bookmarks.

2004-05-21T03:04:00.000+08:00

Alrighty, a big thanks to everyone who`s waiting for my new blog to arrive. here`s a quick update- Most of the templates have already been finalize. Right now, i`m in the process of creating the pictures. To let you guys in on what to expect- 1.The pictures will be artistically taken using my sony cybershot and developed and enchanced using photoshop. thanks to kok for lending me his photoshop

2004-05-09T01:10:00.000+08:00

Hellos and Goodbyes A big hello to the everyone. Been awhile as usual. I have finally come to a decision to make this post, the last post of this blog. I thank my faithfully blogders who travel millions of bytes to this holy shrine. But the Pope has decided to close it for awhile. Well, mainly because i`m going to change my blog totally. And i also need to start on a clean slate. This blog has

2004-05-02T22:55:00.000+08:00

template`s dead notice that. looks like the school shut down the web space for the pioneer. bastards.

2004-05-02T22:54:00.000+08:00

Home Alone: Singapore Edition + The babysitter: Grandmother Edition Put it together, and you`ll get Nicholas in singapore with his brother together with his grandma, without his mum and dad. moi parents went to australia. well, 3 days already. just so busy right now. haha. everything`s pretty normal. cept i do the laundry and stuff. pretty alright. heard from mum and dad it`s freezing at

2004-04-25T00:59:00.000+08:00

howdy folks. been a while since i updated. did some research on my upcoming education institute. well, it isn`t as bad as my mentally rejected state of mind imagined it to be. i guessed it`s good stuff. close to a poly kinda situation but i`m just wearing uniform. that`s all. ITE WEST: Dover. it`s right smack in the middle between NUS [ooh, smart-asses] and AC(i) [omfg. hate those gay bitches

2004-04-19T18:23:00.000+08:00

blown over. everything`s okay now. everyone pretending nothing`s happening right now. well i`ll just leave it like that. not gonna delete that whole entire post. i think leaving it there would serve me a good memory to know how pissty i can get sometimes. *shrugs*

2004-04-18T15:02:00.000+08:00

foul and depressive mood. I sick and tired of all of your god damn fucking bullshit. you all claim to never look down on me. now listening up, i know you fucking hate me because i fucked up my fucking o levels. i know this shit. don`t fucking lie to me. whenever i want to do things, you will give me all the fucking bullshit and denying me all my stuff. FUCK you. honestly you want respect? I

2004-04-15T13:42:00.000+08:00

yesterday.. went bowling with moi daddy and johnny. sorta- post bdae celebration. as usual, went to OCC to bowl. hmmm. dad paid for everything. hahaha. i bowled like nobody business. well, i was practising my hooking. [and yes, i am attending bowling coaching lessons with jensen] started out badly because i couldn`t grasp the concept right. [was throwing spinning sometimes -.-"] Dad played for 2

2004-04-13T23:22:00.000+08:00

FINALLY I saw the RO announcement... Ragnarok Online Dream Sky v5 will be updated into the server on 15april, 9am - 3pm. hohoho.. finally. the launch of 2-2 classes. the JUNO/YUNO update. ohhh chrisst. MRO is moving up to v5, the same level as iRO. sweeeet mammma. finally. my swordie`s gonna ba a crusader.... hohoh.. BEWARE GH mobs- You`re gonna be fucking owned. hahaha. sweeet. finally finally.

2004-04-13T22:36:00.000+08:00

happy birthday daddy! today`s my daddee`s bdae. wishin him happy bdae. well, we don`t really celebrate birthdays in my family.. so it was kinda like a small affair. dad and mum even decided to combine my brother`s birthday [16 april] with dad. -.- how great. so they got a simple pandang favored cake and some tibits. wow. fasinating -.-" sang some songs, like duhz and eat eat, talk and that`s it.

2004-04-12T22:40:00.000+08:00

no need for a title what seem to be the problem with me now? hmmm. nothing. just wondering why i can`t seem to work things out my way in life. always wanted to be the best. yet i hardly speak about it. no doubt, with people observing me and telling me that I am full of potential but lazy and blah blah blah... i still wonder why i can not enter a poly. hahaha... i`m amazing. i can do well for

2004-04-11T23:03:00.000+08:00

amazing bullshit Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoetnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be at the rghit pclae. The rset can be a ttoal mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Fkcunig amzanig huh

2004-04-09T00:06:00.000+08:00

returned home. just came back from church. well, went for holy thursday mass. yes, suprise suprise. saw mellissa and shawn there. oh, went to church with moi parents, but sat with cherilyn, celestine, mel, shawn and jason. pretty fun since it was a long time since i saw some of them. didnt really had much interest in the sermon, same shit last year. [no offense God.] priest was new, felt that he

2004-04-08T14:41:00.000+08:00

no bloody fucking mood my ragnarok account got frozen because some people go report me. what the fuck. i hate those kind of lamers. just because i never heal them. i NEVER HEAL anyone anyway. who heals with a level 3 heal anyway. nabei.

2004-04-07T20:34:00.000+08:00

blogger finally working well, wanted to blog yesterday but something was wrong with blogger. something gay just happened to it. anway, yesterday we had our bowling training. we did extremely well. i had my personal best at 153. amazing. hahaha. our team highest was 563. we are very much on form and ready to at least get a decent standing at the competition on friday. well. that`s yesterday.

2004-04-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

Heart of Crystal What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla sooo true. lolx.

2004-04-06T00:51:00.000+08:00

snorty worty pinsy pansy. okay. just ignore what i just wrote. couldn`t think of a heading for today anyway, so blah. there u go. a split second of insanity. well, i`m just mad that`s all. finally decided to move my butt and added my cousin celia, and school mate dindin in the bloglist. been too lazy to do it, but it is done. well, anyone else i have left out? can`t exactly remember since i got a

2004-04-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

really fucked. I was surfin thru the blogs and i came across my sis`s blog. she has an amazing song. I loved it. the nature. the emotion. the truth. wow. this song will never make it alive on national radio, but hey it`s worth a shit. Eamon Fuck It (I Don't Want You Back) Lyrics Whoa oh oh Ooh hooh No No No [Verse 1:] See, I don't, know why, I liked you so much I gave you all, of my trust I

2004-04-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

there isn`t much to it.. well there isn`t much things to do these days, so i haven`t been blogging. well, i`m playing ragnarok online daily and that`s about it. Currently trainin my new combo-monk-to-be acolyte. it`s very painful to train. sigh i need to work it up to job level 50 before i can chagne class. which of cuz is like almost impossible. well, screw it. i still have my beautiful, kawaii

2004-04-01T16:08:00.000+08:00

escapin reality. alright. a`lil update on my ragnarok online status. my huntress had a pet. the word is had. a cute savage babe. sigh.. i bought sweet milk just to catch it. and i totally forgot to feed it while i was training at this uber hard map [minotaurs/ancient mummies/mimic/isis, centre of morroc pyramid]. and it ran away *sob sob* so blardy expensive lehz. >.< well, i`m not keepin anymore

2004-03-31T02:48:00.000+08:00

alive and kickin. haven been blogging for the past few days. been playing ragnarok online almost non stop. finally my archer has become a huntress. keke. i`m so happy. uber strong too. well, that`s the kind of satisfaction a computer can offer me. playing from afternoons to 5am in the morning.. hehe. can`t sleep anyway.. to much thinking. especially about my school case and chee wee`s case. my

2004-03-28T21:03:00.000+08:00

oh dear.. recieved a phone call from mr siva this morning. very shocking. he told me that the sec 5 NA class, Chee Wee has passed away. he was hit by a car when he was cycling back from takwando lessons. i`m so shocked. don`t know what to say, but guys, do offer your pray for him. he was a very nice person anyway. told qin yu and mr lim [went to mr lim house for his son`s 1month celebration],

2004-03-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

my world just collasped. i hate my life. everything started going wrong after my o`levels. right now. i received temesek poly`s letter. and you know what the fuck they tell me? "To ensure that students have the appropriate foundation for a polyeducation, they must meet the minimum entry grade of C6 for Mathematics, among other requirements. We noted that you have not satisfied this requirement.

2004-03-26T01:40:00.000+08:00

questions. ever been in a situation so tight and confusing and every step you take, pricks your bleeding heart? sometimes you even wonder why you waste your time doing it. yet still doing it. denying the truth, and pushing forward. harder and harder. so hard, that sometimes your heart stop for a moment. skipping a beat. and u feel tears forming in your eyes. you hold back those painful tears that

2004-03-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

oh my god! okay. just came back from work. worked at another Tiger Beer event. this time was at the old parliment house. pretty cool. the place had been revamped to become a cool and chic art museum. a lot of famous stars were there. i saw JAMIE YEO *drools!* she`s soooo chio man. lolx, she T.O.T.A.L.L.Y stopped me in my tracks. I LOVE JAMIE! kekeke. wait long long lah. *smacks* also saw mark

2004-03-25T00:17:00.000+08:00

a new guild is born. hoho. i`m so happy. today`s my very lucky day. I found a da jie in ragnarok online. she`s rich, loaded and a very nice person. How we met, was a turn of events. Initially, i was training at payon and i died, so i respawned back to town. I asked her for a heal, and she did. Later on, she asked me whether i wanted to party. So i agreed. and lalala. While training, i told her i

2004-03-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

another simple day well, waiting for my archer to regen her HP and SP. right, today nothing much as usual. woke up, played ragnarok online [as usual] and then went to school in the afternoon. helped mr siva do some norminating thingy for the presidental awards thingy. well, borrowed some DVDs as well. hmm, also waited for zQ. then we when home together, then played ragnarok online. well, that`s

2004-03-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

the new archer. alrighty. today nothing happened much [well that`s because i didn`t leave my house at all]. Except, my bloody knee cap is giving me some problem. My right kneecap. If i stand too long, it buckles and it hurts when i walk. Must be the blacklash from the soccer match with the NA students the other time. [I was kicked in the kneecap by one of them.. can`t remember who.] And hell no,

2004-03-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

major overhaul alright. i promised to change my blogskin. now it`s done. found this really nice and simple skin. but was wayyy too simple. so i edited the fonts, place the pictures [yes, those are from ragnarok online] and change here and there. tada. new skin. somthing a bit refreshing. well, i`ll continue improving this blogskin but right now it`s pretty reasonable to be considered mine. lolx..

2004-03-20T02:50:00.000+08:00

argh. smthing`s wrong. my blog`s fucking up on me. the html coding got eaten up somehow. managed to fix abit. but sigh. too tired to continue. i will get a new skin soon. hopefully.

2004-03-20T02:29:00.000+08:00

my uber blacksmith the ultimate battlesmith. a blacksmith that fights mvp. woot. shall share the ultimate stats. str- 94 + 6 agi- 78 + 2 vit- 34 + 6 int- 01 + 2 dex- 48 +12 luk- 01 +2 lolx.. just a dream.. haven blacksmith yet.. but i`m very confident this char will be. `ill work hard! gambatte!

2004-03-20T02:22:00.000+08:00

blog update. changed my blog song. i love this song so much. so meaningful and so useful *evil grins* check it out. Shut Up by Black Eyed Peas - Elephfunk

2004-03-20T01:34:00.000+08:00

shhhoooo borrinnnggggg. been doing nothing for such a long time. no work. no school. no girl. nothing. haha. okay, skip the girl part. don`t want anyway. wonder how am i going to blog when there is nothing to blog about. maybe except for the fact that i play ragnarok online all day/night long. created my uber battlesmith-to be. now a merchant. yesh. i know i created a agi knight-to be. but i`m

2004-03-18T17:33:00.000+08:00

meeting of a lifetime. okay. presenting my primary school best friend, nicholas sim! [girls, he doesn`t have a stead. and not even an ex. haha, interested, ask me for his hp okay? =X] nicholas sim fu rong okay. so we met at plaza singapura [bread talk there]. then wow, long time never see this guy sia. went to Pastamania to have lunch, and talk talk taalk about the past. so interesting. he

2004-03-17T22:44:00.000+08:00

Reunited friendship. aaaaaahhh. i`m so damn happy. found my long lost primary school friend, NICHOLAS SIM. hahah. We were like so uber close lat time. talk a lot of shit and played around. well, he found me on friendster. [THANK GOD for FRIENDSTER] wah. really long time never seen any of my primary school friends. thought all of them died already. so, if any of you are from st gabriel primary,

2004-03-17T00:39:00.000+08:00

jokes`s gone too far. okay. Enough of joking. Guys and Girls, the picture you saw, was a result of a fantastic soccer player that dived and shot the ball. was cut by grass/glass *ahem* lolx. Never knew that by saying the word, "self-inflicted" people can twist and start having wild imaginations of me killing myself again. fantastic. I receieved like sooooo many people`s emails, sms, msn asking

2004-03-17T00:05:00.000+08:00

goal! seoul! fight! had our soccer match with the na kids. we trashed them 8-2. Was raining so freaking heavy during first half, that we had to stop. But we continued after the rain subsided. Was more concern about the lightning, after reading about the Sinci player being striked by lightning. But honestly, I wanted to play. I wanted to get hit. So at least i won`t have to go to ITE. At least my

2004-03-16T00:20:00.000+08:00

injured. self-inflicted. go figure.

2004-03-15T01:25:00.000+08:00

my dearest sister. she finally speaks. and it`s one heck of a long reply. Could sue you for flooding my flooble you know. lolx. dear stef, Yes, i`m stupid. I seem intelligent to many. I`m good at decieving people, mind you. You say i have not study hard enough. True, incomparison to E1 students, i`m probably no where near your standards. but i dare say i studied enough to put my thru. yes, it`s

2004-03-14T02:38:00.000+08:00

evaluation. being doing some soul searching recently. guessed my life`s pretty messed up. blew my chances to go into a poly. waiting for the appeal results, ruining my perfect gatsby-induced hair, play ragnarok online from morning to night, play pokemon after RO, broke without a job, alone without a girlfriend. yeah. pretty messed up. Lost my faith in God. Not even sure whether I should say this,

2004-03-12T11:35:00.000+08:00

some editing edited the links at my bloggie. finally gotten most ppl`s blog url there. been so lazy cuz the links HTML was more complicated with the pictures infront of the name.. well, moved my lazy arse and tada done. guys, if you like to have yr url here, please tell me okay? this blog receives one million hits daily, so u can share my customers de okay? haha.. being lame here.

2004-03-12T11:23:00.000+08:00

hilariously sick was surfing thru the bloggies of my friends when i came across stef blog. and i was f-u-c-k-i-n-g suprise with what i saw. lolx. i could die laughing, since i knew it wasn`t my friend who said those. [peng]: i love to blow the cock [stef.]: wow same here...we can be butt buddies and fuck each other all night long [cantona7]: holy shit i am so gay and i would love to do a

2004-03-10T22:14:00.000+08:00

gatsby promoter okay. shall release the picture of my gatsby-induced hair, much to the demand of so many girls who saw in when i collected my results. haha. yesh, i`m in the sexy canberra uniform. *pukes* hahahahahahaha.

2004-03-10T22:05:00.000+08:00

long day today. finally something interesting in my life. been wondering how come life`s so boring. and where are my dudes? lolx. kiddin. woke up this morning and had breakfast + brunch + lunch with jun hong, alfred and kok siong. guess where can get such a super deal for only $7? haha.. yes. SEOUL GARDEN! we ate and ate and ate even more. think we were there for about 3 hours. simply wonderful

2004-03-10T04:02:00.000+08:00

sleepy..zZZ sorry. no updates for now.. too sleepy. working as a beer promoter really makes you exhausted [after all those booze we nipped. haha] ps- yes, that`s my new haircut. short and back to orginal color. yuckie right? sigh.

2004-03-08T23:05:00.000+08:00

it`s tiger time. woot. just came back from work. i`m now working as a beer promoter. well, for Tiger Beer. weee. I love this job. good pay, good beer, and good babes! haha. i`m serious. we`re talking about $7 an hour! what the fuck? compared to metro, which is only like $3? bah. I have to thank my cousin for this lobang. I like drinking beer. no secret. and yes, i`m aware of the beer belly thingy

2004-03-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

lost. pained. feared. yesterday i totally lost control of my left feet. suddenly for no apparent reason i could not lift it up. so when i walked, i was limping. fuckin scared. didn`t know what was going on. played soccer before that, but nothing intense. were resting at mac donalds before i discover my feetie was screwed. and today it`s slightly better. hurts when i wanna lift up. well, better

2004-03-04T13:57:00.000+08:00

i wish i could live your life instead recently bought stacie orrico`s album. i love it. fantastic song, a good mixture of genre which isn`t an overkill. basically, worth every cent. how i knew stacie was from metro. lolx. metro always play the same song list, and she happened to had one of her song there [(there`s gotta be) More to Life]. me, rizal would always sing this song when it comes on.

2004-03-03T11:56:00.000+08:00

lost within. just submitted my form for the JAE. all courses avaliable to me- higher nitec. sigh. i`m so stupid. can`t even go to a poly. anyway, shall stop drownin myself in this misery. haven been updating for quite awhile. been busy try to piece my life back together. initially i took it quite badly. some upates on my appearance- I cut my hair really short and tone down my hair color. well,

2004-02-29T09:42:00.000+08:00

ragnarok online finally. i can get to play this amazing game again.. this time for free. i used to played IRO [international ragnarok online]. but ever since it became payable, i stopped. right now, RO has a MALAYSIAN server! hahah. i`m so happy. it`s free. anyway if need to pay also surely cheaper. GUYS, PLEASE GO PLAY. go to http://ro.gameflier.com.my for more details. to play, you have to

2004-02-27T18:34:00.000+08:00

the most horrible day results came out today. was horrible. hated it. wanted to end of everything and not do anything. but i have brushed that thought aside. too much too lose. so for those who didn`t get a chance to speak to me, and if you are curious, here is my results- English - C5 Humanities - B4 E Maths - D7 A Maths - U grade, F9 Combine Science - D7 Art & Design - B3 Chinese B - PASSED

2004-02-26T23:29:00.000+08:00

DDAY tomorrow. will tomorrow be a day of happiness or the day everyone would hate to believe it ever existed? haven been blogging for awhile. wasn`t in the right frame of mind these few days. with the o`lvl results drawing so close, i keep tremblin to think of the actual day. would i die? or would i live. i only have one goal- to enter temesek poly. study and get a diploma in interactive media

2004-02-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

crying my eyes out. I ACCIDENTALLY LEFT MY BOWLING BALL AT WORK I ACCIDENTALLY LEFT MY BOWLING BALL AT WORK arrrrrrrghhh. how stupid can i get. i went bowling in the morning with kok [played horribly; so long never played] and then went to work in the afternoon. i deposited my ball at the security checkpoint, went to work and totally forgotten about it. ARGH I`M SUCH A FUCKER! If it`s gone i`m

2004-02-23T22:58:00.000+08:00

toys revolt. toy staff very pissed today. all very angry. don`t want to re-explain the whole stuff, so i shall keep it short. on sat, rizal sold a queen medium tempur pillow [$200+], he also hit his sales target [$1200]. but, on sunday his customer came back and exchanged for a queen small tempur pillow. so, in metro conditions, he won`t hit. well that doesn`t matter. the worst part was that

2004-02-22T19:44:00.000+08:00

hendrix rocks. went clubbing at hendrix yesterday. went with saiful and adib. jun hong and wee hong were supposed to come, but they backed out. oh well, nevermind. i met up with saiful under his block at 9.30pm and then we went down to orchard. we had to wait for adib after his work. 11pm. so basically we wandered around orchard till then and then we all went to Raffles place. walked passed the

2004-02-20T19:54:00.000+08:00

panic panic panic. exactly one week from now, is the offical release dates for the gce o`lvl results. argh. panic. i don`t know that 3 months can fly so fucking fast! god, i`m damn worried. let`s just say, i`m prepared for the worst. as in really worst case scenario. panic oh well. only can pray hard about it. arghhhhh.

2004-02-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

basket ball ball came back from block 400 something. played basketball with kok, fred, fred`s marina peeps, abalone and two other i didn`t know after work [of cuz i went home and changed]. been a realllly long time since i played anyway. so haha.. my form was expected. well, wasn`t interested in being able to play well. was more keen in exercising. so run run, chase chase, pass pass. yup. nice

2004-02-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

lord of ring rush finally, lotr:rotk action figures came out on sale. exclusive at metro paragon. as in earlier then everywhere else. fucking crowd snapped it up as though it is free. $15.90 for each. came out the 4 chars only. more to come soon. thankfully i reserved my own, if not.. bye bye. some hardcore collectors were snapping $400 worth of it. -.-" really scary. buy like free liddat. well

2004-02-17T00:19:00.000+08:00

super long day very very long and exhausting off day today. lolx. woke up in the morning and i was a bit sick. didn`t want to go bowling initially, but adib sms-ed me and told me i wasn`t the only one who was sick and had to come down. so, ah what the heck, just go down and play. and guessed who came? the men in blues. the sickening policemens. this time this asshole wanna act big. Lim Wei Liew.

2004-02-15T11:10:00.000+08:00

dirty and hilarious okay. if yo u have been reading the papers, you will know about paris hilton. the heir to the hilton paris hotel leagacy. and you are probably aware of her sex scandal. what you probably don`t know, is the sex tape that is avaliable freely on the net. so check it out here paris hilton sex tape enjoy. shhh.

2004-02-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

naruto fans enjoy for naruto fans, you will love this cartoon. it`s amazing, funny and hilarious. i can`t stop laughing when i see it. the best part? it`s my wallpaper. so i laugh as soon as my computer starts up. hahah. i`m mad.

2004-02-15T00:43:00.000+08:00

valentine`s day? my ass. the most dreadful day of my life. though i have never celebrated it before with anyone special, today was probably the worst among the 17 valentine`s day i have experienced. already being single is painful enough. but having to endure one cancelled plan after another is, bluntly said, fucked up. after work and then gym, i was supposed to go out with hong and jj. in the

2004-02-14T20:39:00.000+08:00

died laughing from this You all have to read this. works best especially for those who are having a terrible/lonely/miserable/single/[u get the idea] valentine day. well, read on:- These are pretty funny. These were entries in a competition asking for a rhyme with the most romantic first line but least romantic second line: I want to feel your sweet embrace But don't take that paper bag off of

2004-02-14T00:05:00.000+08:00

best quote "Greeting shoppers, the store will be closing in 5 minutes time. please make your purchases now. we thank you for coming to metro and hope you have a great time. the store will be open at 10 o`clock tomorrow so please come again. thank you." hahah. i love this annoucement. my fave when i`m working afternoon shift.

2004-02-13T23:33:00.000+08:00

injured thumb well, went to temasek polytechnic open house today. and i only went to the school of design. couldn`t be bothered with the rest. i went with hui shan again. [can`t seem to find anyone else to go out these days. sigh.] the IMD [interactive media design] course, simply ROCKED. i gotta be a fool not to come. anyway, i`m making my mind to come to tp. if i can`t make it [grade bad. choi]

2004-02-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

pissed. angry. dear bastards and bitches who saw me at nayang poly open house today, i want to slap you if you are the one that started the rumor of me holding hands with another girl. as far as i`m concern, i came today with friend, and not a stead. if you really saw me hold hands, please tell me because my hands would seriously teach you how not to lie. fuck off, you asshole. you must be go

2004-02-12T00:14:00.000+08:00

boring day another fantastically boring day. sales in metro is pathetic. p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c. beyond p.a.t.h.e.t.i.c. well, you get the picture. nothing interesting, cept for the fact that nothing happened. okay. i know i`m crapping. but oh well, boring is boring after all. lolx. shall shut up now. weeee.

2004-02-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

the midnight drinker`s tears crying towards the moon seated before the dark skies alone on valentine. wondering why why sometimes love comes when we are not ready and love goes away when our hearts click. sipping on my wine, the taste of romance, the spring of love. yet i`m all alone. the moist wet grasses, the midnight breeze through. touching my ear, stars gazed before me "would i ever

2004-02-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

weights training wore my wrist weights to work today. it is suppose to train my wrist muscles. can say that there is some improvement. now my arms feel much fuller and stronger. hoep that eventually, i will be able to pull a full spinner ball. then, no pin is gonna stop me. muhahaha. sigh, royston and kim wan`s leaving metro. both of them are joining tempur. intially, i wanted to join tempur.

2004-02-09T23:21:00.000+08:00

bowling starlet went soccer this morning, then bowling. soccer was standard. bowling was not too bad. did a lot of training on my techniques and refining it with jun hong. pretty good, but not very consistent. hoping that one day, throwing it for all 10 frames would be consistent and then... my goal of 200 surely will reach. and then i`m ready for competition level. anyway, i`m too confused now

2004-02-08T20:00:00.000+08:00

eternal sleep broke my personal best record of sleeping at work. accumulated about 2hrs worth of sleep at work. slept in the storeroom, on the selling floor and when i went for lunch. fantastic. i`m so much energetic now. that`s about it. work was pretty standard. average crowds, average sales. i went shopping [during work time] and bought dockers infantry khakis and 3 sergio tacchini polo tees

2004-02-08T00:30:00.000+08:00

broken chains thou a lost lover. midnight tears rolling. moon bleeding, sheding`s shine. blood of virgin dripping a`fay. enchantment of love broken thou no longer control thy fate splicing nature`s attractions of repulsions. leaving this a`hay. `tis faust of independence lack of respondence, vigil overlooked. pain `tis out from thy name only flocking to art flower.

2004-02-07T21:41:00.000+08:00

so much hatred. notice that these few days, i have been extremely violent. i can`t seem to be able to control them very well, but the least i could do was not hit anyone. too much bottling up of all this hatred and anger is starting to have an adverse effect of me. i`m getting sleepless nights and i`m very tired in the morning. i get flu and splitting heachaches often and my interest in many

2004-02-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

fucking pissed now. been waiting for so long after work for my dinner. i called my mum and she said she would buy for me dinner. when i called just now, my brother picked up the handphone and when i asked whether they have bought my dinner already, my mum didn`t. not only that, she told me to go eat the cup noodle. FUCK? if u didn`t buy. at least FUCKING TELL ME right? tmd i so hungry waiting

2004-02-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

the final nail in the coffin this time it`s over. i`m doing what i never had the courage to do. to give it up totally on her. always told myself that she would change and i kept on waiting. guess i`m a fool. we all are fools when in comes to love. utter rubbish. what i have done, i may regret. but it`s for my own good. going through too much mental anguish, though remembered the fun times we had

2004-02-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

sick. repulsive. agitated. i`m drinking beer now while blogging. too sick now. a can or two will probably make me better and sober anyway. starting to hate things around me again. that same naggy thought. i assumed that things between kim and me would be simple. guessed not. we no longer fall on the same frequency. though i truely love her, there`s a very nagging thought in my mind. the same

2004-02-05T00:53:00.000+08:00

oh well, nothing much now. just finished talking on the phone [conference] with hong, luan and kok. luan left early. so left the three of us to talk. talk cock as usual. sigh. felt sad for kok. another ending in another tale. i just don`t get it. i really don`t. i don`t wanna throw guesses around, but i have an idea of what could be happening. don`t intend to prode into his life, unless he`s

2004-02-03T23:59:00.000+08:00

all hail the last samurai.

2004-02-03T23:57:00.000+08:00

the last samurai. just came back from sun plaza. watched the last samurai with nisa. oh my god. this movie is good. very good. it`s not fantastic, but it`s a rare gem by itself. a very good watch, owning to the fact that this movie has like tonns of japanese stuff. not exactly a tom cruise fan, but he played the the role of Nathan Algren very well. kudos to Ken Watanabe , the fantastic samurai

2004-02-03T19:44:00.000+08:00

weeee.... finally i received mr puvan`s reply. i emailed him the other day regarding to deletion of our student accounts. asked him whether he go provide us some web space for image hosting. and this is his reply. i`m really happy. Hi Nicholas, Thanks for the note. What we could do is to provide all members of the Canberra Alumni with web-space. Mr Siva will check with our IT providers on

2004-02-03T00:22:00.000+08:00

added the wishcounter` at my blog. would be cool to see how much wishes i have gotten and so on and so forth. at least i can prove that money makes wishes come true. lolx. enuff crapping now. peace out.

2004-02-03T00:05:00.000+08:00

weeee. off day. finally, monday has come. the sabbath day for me. my rest day. hey, even God needs to rest. he rested on the 7th day ya. lolx. alright. today, woked up in the morning to prepare to go to two places- gym and then swimming. but the rain came, and after i left my home, i was sms-ed and informed that swimming would be cancelled and gym would be pushed one hour later. argh. stupid wee

2004-02-01T02:47:00.000+08:00

tired. finally finished assembling my zoids: energy liger at 1.45am. it is fucking cool. shall upload a picture asap. had my supper/breakfast just now. work was so so. crowd was bad as usual. the chingay didnt`t help either. was much terrible then the other days. sigh. another day without hiting sales target. after work, met up with mr sng and his wife. haha. me, kok and hui shan walked to

2004-01-31T03:15:00.000+08:00

so unfair. the guys are bowling almost everyday. i`m going to be so much lousy than them. -.-" the last practice, my highest was 148. will need to do much more better. wee hong, WILL YOU ALL STOP BOWLING WITHOUT ME? lolx. -.~ so sad. gotta do my own training now. have to bowl at cathy everyday before work! GAMBATEH!

2004-01-31T03:13:00.000+08:00

happy and sorta sad at the same time today we were late for work. if only that tttuuuupid kok had a giro card, he won`t have to waste time trying to top up his ez-link card and miss the train. as long as we miss the 12.45 train, we would be late. -sigh- neverminds. ran all the way to paragon. i puked. been a long time since i ran that much. eesh. we were 2 mins late. oh well. never mind. today i

2004-01-30T02:01:00.000+08:00

the rain falls silently in my heart. watching by the windows, wondering about those times us together by the willows. seeing the sunset rising, a onmous sighting, something unright. something terrible flaking up the sky turning blood red all night. the time for me to go on, is incredibly near. for which, a dream before shall speak. only leaving my song, to the witch. in the darkest point at

2004-01-30T01:32:00.000+08:00

it`s still cold. woke up early this morning and went down to orchard cathy cineleisure. went bowling with kok. brought along my bowling ball as well. was raining so heavily, and luckily my mum gave me an umbrella. but it wasn`t enuff to cover me, kok and my ball. well, we were semi drenched. paid for the package, $12.60 for 5 games. so basically, me and kok played 2.5 games each. yes. a .5 game.

2004-01-29T10:00:00.000+08:00

hmm. i`m worth quite a fortune. i`m worth exactly: $2,141,070.00. haha. not bad. everyone go try and see how much are are worth at www.humanforsale.com

2004-01-29T00:04:00.000+08:00

bruised. injured. i was hit on the head during work by a falling object. to be precise, a falling notebook. the thing hit me on the head and i was having dizzy spells. hurts like hell. sigh. death approaching? not to sure. but i took a good look at the price tag. den i decided to buy 4D since the damn thing hit my head. i bought 8339 and 8550. got my mum to buy it for me. today`s wednesday 4D

2004-01-28T11:33:00.000+08:00

the ritual of energy erasing the soul potraying the body leaving the hole. darkness fall beneath my skin chilling and feeding my soul memories i know, sucked out within all that is left is the shelling. the ghost in the shell lost within yet unwilling to go seems an earthly connection left in thread the missing love that i`ll regret as my story ends, i`m forgetten in due knowing what`s left

2004-01-28T00:31:00.000+08:00

alright. found myself an image host at last. photobucket. no too bad. free 100mb space. sigh. but not ftp upload. is webbie upload. i hate web upload since it gets time-out often. sigh -.-" shall try and ask puvan to give some of us an account. not sure whether can or not. at most, i use my brother`s one. hmm. anyway, starting to work afternoon shift this week. sigh. won`t be able to call kim.

2004-01-27T23:21:00.000+08:00

damned iproed deleted our account school deleted all of our accounts. now i can`t upload any picture. freaking hell. those bastards. gotta go find a image host to serve all this picture. zZz. damn u iproed.

2004-01-27T12:28:00.000+08:00

money makes the world spin how true. was looking at my wishlist and i found out that i have already gotten most of what i wished for. a majority of `em were bought using my pay. money. cold hard earned cash. sigh. the world is really that foul. money is and will the only way to make things spin. xcept for a few, like my packs and albs or someone special these can`t be simply bought off the

2004-01-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

brrr. another raining day. but my off day today. woke up in the morning at 5am when mr sng wee hong msg me. asked me whether i wanted to go to the "gym" -.- at 5am. what the fuck are you doing sia? Didn`t reply, and fell asleep till noon. replied him and he asked me whether i wanted to go bowling first, then to the gym. agreed on both, and met up with him, jun, alfred, a girl whom i only know

2004-01-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

brrrr... it`s freaking cold. been raining for the past 2 days. the hair on my ass is not enough to keep my butt warmed [this is not true. it`s just a figure of speech. don`t be a moron and take me literally. *stares*] work was standard. played dumb. tried to forget whatever that happened yesterday. worked because that person was trying her very best to be nice to me. just by showing a little of

2004-01-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

she came online to say she`s sorry. simple gesture. appreciate the fact she acknowledge her mistake. shows maturity. yet i do hope that she will stop doing this to me. getting angry and blowing her top at me and then when she cools down and knows her mistake, apologies to me. it`s nothing wrong, but just that sometimes words can`t be taken back. been hurt and stabbed by some of her caustic words

2004-01-24T23:53:00.000+08:00

sigh. small things huge argument. slightly pissed off. always seem to be at the losing end of the stick no matter how nice i try to become. guess it`s meant to be like that. never mind. shan`t worry to much about it. stacked immunity. today metro had our post-chinese new year sales. this time it was selected goods. some were up to 70%. -.-" metro hired a lion dance troope. but like no standard

2004-01-24T00:46:00.000+08:00

weeeeee. just came back from bowling at orchid country club. had soo much fun. pity someone didn`t come. =X present were me, wee hong, alfred, barry, kok siong and choon hoe. we bowled 4 games total and i was pretty good. also, i invented a new bowling technique, called "Free Willy". haha. interesting name right? it`s basically a spinner ball technique but only that i throw further. basically

2004-01-23T16:10:00.000+08:00

okie, i`ll upload the two video codec online. please do not get any other codec because too much codec in your com will crash and hang your computer. WARNING hor. don`t say i never tell you all. oh ya, remember to use DIVX player okie? xdiv install divx audio